Bruce in the City…Back to the Garden

It’s 3:44 am Thursday morning.  I wanted to write on my blog after sitting wrestling with stress most of the night.  I have allot going through my mind lately.  I have been struggling with this blog for some time. If you read it you will know, including this week, that from time to time I feel like shutting the whole thing down.  I think because the truth is I never really intended for my blog to become so controlled and superficial.

It really was to log my life here in Toronto but really I wanted it to be much more than that but I don’t think I have been truly brave.  Don’t get me wrong, I think I have had some moments of clarity but it really is difficult to write knowing anyone can read it. Well then why do it I suppose you could ask. Well I guess it doesn’t really matter why as long as I don’t make a mockery of my own life.

I’m tired of writing about stuff that, to be honest, feels kind of surface to me.  I like what I have written about but I think I can do better than this. Not for anyone but just for me. I mean is it really all that important whether I got perfect service at some stupid pub?

Over the past four years I have changed and it may be time my blog change with me. I may not be Mr. Funny all the time. I may change my bitter rants to something a bit more thought provoking.   I may lose some readers or maybe I won’t but one thing is for sure I have spent way to many years losing me and it may be time to dig a little deeper.

It’s scary being authentic.  Maybe no one will like me?  Maybe however, I will learn to like me.  It’s really been a thousand years since I recognized “The Man in the Mirror” Please let me introduce myself. I am simply Bruce. And it’s really nice to meet you……

Let the real story of me, begin….

 

Author: Admin1
I have been writing my blog since 2010. I was inspired to do so after enjoying an amazing meal with some friends of mine here in Toronto. I decided to tell everyone about my great night and the fabulous restaurant I went to and shazam my blog was born!

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